A lot of the time I spend on my tumblr, I find myself looking back on old posts.
Even just posts from just two months ago make me laugh. Posts about love, and falling for someone. Hoping it would work out. Even though those posts are very naive and silly, I’m just glad I knew what I was getting into. I knew it was going to crash and burn, like it always does, but I held onto just enough hope without crumbling when it was all over.
Personally, that’s a huge step for me. It comforts me that I can give someone a piece of myself that I may never get back, but in the end I can still be okay.
I feel like there’s a lot of hope in that.
However, even though I feel okay, I know that there’s still a long cry ahead of me.

Aside from that, I have high hopes of continuing things with my booty call.
Nothing serious. Just, you know, booty callin’. 

If you only you saw me the way I saw you.

I agree with this to a point. However, in some cases this isn’t great logic.

coastandcolour:

Tom: What happens if you fall in love? 
Summer: Well, you don’t believe that, do you? 

Can’t wait to get my Bright Eyes tattoo (:

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solarfever:

you break my heart

A year or so ago, I had this pretty little idea growing in my head. The idea that I could keep myself unattached, from all people. Whether it was friendships, or relationships, family… etc. I just wanted to badly to be independent, and free. It seemed to me at the time that if I never became attached to people, I could never get hurt. 
Well, here I am sitting in bed and realizing how bad this actually sucks. I have no real emotional attachment to anyone right now. It’s an extremely numbing feeling. You’d think if you were unattached, it would just be hakuna matata, carefree living. Not even close. I’m just sad. I just keep replaying every relationship, every fling through my head, until here I am, just sitting in bed trying to figure out when the hope and romance in my heart died.

Damn it, I’m a loser. I just need sleep.

evil13:

james franco and cats

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