Here it Goes Again
Hopefully this time it will only last a few days, and not another year.
I guess this is it. It’s not official, but after today I think it’s pretty obvious.
There’s nothing here for him anymore, and I just can’t go on like this. After two panic attacks in a span of four hours, I’m an emotional wreck.
There’s only one other way I’ll find happiness, and at this point, that obviously isn’t going to happen.
I guess I can look forward to the fact that every time this happens, they come crawling back eventually.
In the end, being the girl who got away, makes up for all the heartache.
Almost, anyway.
So. @@Here’s to bitterness and having amazing rebound sex.